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I'm graduating high school in t-minus four days. You know how when you're a freshman in high school, and your parents say "It's going to go by so quickly," and you don't believe them? Yeah...

That's exactly how I feel right now.

I finished the last of my exams last Thursday, and today it suddenly hit me that I'm not going back to that school as a student. My graduation procession is at a separate auditorium, so there would be no reason to go back.

Aside from that, I'm working now and looking for apartments to live in for college. I think I found one that I like... hopefully I will get a call soon, saying that I am approved. I'll have my own bedroom, but I will still be living with three other people. It's daunting because I'm not very superb at meeting new people, let alone LIVING with them for a year. I'll just have to see how it goes.

Of course I'm looking into how I'm going to decorate my space, but it's difficult when money is tight. I want it to look nice and comfortable because it's probably where I'm going to be spending most of my down time. 

To be honest, I'm scared about leaving home. I won't have my parents to be there to talk to... but this is a learning experience, and they will be there for me one way or another. 

Until next time~
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What's next?

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So it's been about 4 months since I last wrote anything.

My life has been really hectic, and yet not so much.
Aside from my addiction to League of Legends and Netflix, I have been accepted into college, and will be attending UNCG in the fall. Yay!
I really recently got a job, and I'm really excited about it. It's crazy how much stress has been lifted off of my shoulders because I'm employed. I can now think of ways to pay for college and other miscellaneous expenses. It will also be nice to have my own money and I won't have to rely on my parents anymore.

That's also an intimidating thought. I think most people can't wait to leave the nest, but I enjoy the company of my family, and it's daunting to know that I will be living on my own soon.  I am confident in myself and I think I can do it, but it's still a saddening thought, nonetheless.

I'm going to be graduating from high school in 2 months, which is super crazy. I didn't believe my parents when they said that high school flies by, but I guess now I do. I'm going to miss all of my friends, but I have most certainly caught the case of senioritis, and it's bad. 

Anyway... until next time.

-Kaiya

PS. I posted some art from awhile ago, now that I have decent photos of them :heart:
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Oh My Goodness

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First things first... I'm the realest

I'm alive.  
I've realized that I have been on a huge hiatus with my activity at all on this website. For this, I apologize. 
When I moved after my Sophomore year, my life has been a general whirlwind. Between starting a new school, taking AP classes, and becoming a Senior this year, I've had not a lot of motivation to upload things onto my profile.

I wish I could show how much progress I have been making artistically. I have grown so much in the last two years, than I have than ever before. I have also learned new philosophies and I have discovered more about myself. Because Thanks Giving has passed, and Christmas is just around the corner, I'd like to take a moment and appreciate all that I have, and all that I look forward to becoming.

I first want to appreciate my parents. I am still a teenager and I still have plenty of growing up to do, but they have had so much patience with me, that I could not have for myself. They have encouraged me, and gone through great lengths to help me to be where I am. I love them so much. :iconmarlowemephisto: 

I would then like to thank my best friends, near and far. They have kept me sane and have pointed me in the right direction when I was beginning to wander. 

I have great news:

I have been accepted into both colleges of my choosing, and all I have left to do is to find the money. 

Soon, I will be able to add some photos of my work, but no photo could do the work justice. 

I'm sorry for the epic hiatus, and I hope everyone who follows me is doing well. 

Until next time...
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... So hey guys Ashamed 
I know I've been on a hiatus. 
Essentially... it's the same excuse. School. 

I have started my new school! Ya know... the one I was scared out of my mind out? 
Woohooooo! 

It was rough at first, getting used to the new people, but I'm feeling more welcome and settled in now that the school year has progressed.
SUPER STRESSED
Grr. 

As you can tell I've idly posted some photos, but not great content. This is because well, I've been doing art every day at school. Eventually (Hopefully) I can post them on here. 

I miss you, dA
I love deviantART! 

I promise I haven't forgotten about you! 

Until next update!
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Hello everyone!

It occurred to me that I haven't written a journal since March, and... A lot has happened since then.

First off, in an update from the last nerve-wrecking journal, I did make it into the school I applied for! Yay! So I didn't really need to be THAT nervous, but it was a pretty big deal, and it was a long shot.

Not long after my audition, I went through a rough break up that I'm still mending from. After you spend a long time with one person, and they're gone, you tend to feel a little empty inside.

FORTUNATELY, I had supportive friends and family to vent to, which has helped me tremendously. I also buckled down a little on my art, and since then I have more traditional art that I've made, but I haven't posted it all here yet, which could be on its way.

I also moved back to my home city, and I feel like it has welcomed me with open arms. I'm excited and nervous about what the future holds.

I'm just moving forward
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